"Untitled"

     You know that moment when you have everything figured out and you learn to live with some relationships that are broken and just accept that they will never be anywhere near what they were before? Well in case you don't, I do. There are some people who you just think, "things will never be like before" and we make ourselves believe that it's okay for things to be like that but it isn't. It is like having a grudge against someone. Holding them responsible for making your life terrible when it's really you who is making your own life terrible.

     Why am I saying all of this? Well it is because I got an email from someone that I have needed to email but they were the bigger person and after a couple years things are finally reconciled. At Passion there was a session about letting go and moving on. Until we really let go of something we will feel like we are in bondage. That night I gave it back to Him. I told God that I was done being mad for what happened and that I needed Him to help me to move on.

      Now, a couple weeks later things are all settled and things are (hopefully) back to how they were before. Which will be nice because every time we ran into each other it was very awkward and there was an unspoken "weirdness" that happened.

     So, if you are struggling with something and you are holding it against someone. Take it to God and let Him handle it and find peace from that situation. God has a plan for you and it will be great :)

     Well I need to get some sleep because I have class at 8:30 :( Night!! -EmilyAnn